As I observe the world around me, I wonder how many people really recognize me at a soul level. Most people are not even aware of themselves, never mind others.
Is anyone out there?
On an average description of myself, I would say I am someone who tries so hard to hide my magnificence with the mindset that people in the world would not accept what I came to share with them. Most of the people round me are largely unconscious for the most part. My biggest fear (in the past) was in my worry about being rejected; this played so much in my relationships with people. It made me very insecure inside by not trusting anyone enough to relax around them. So I always choose my own company and habitat.
What I am realizing now in my journey is that there’s no one without flaws or who is not susceptible to the rise or fall in consciousness. The ascension process is the journey we navigate to get through to our ‘I AM Presence’.
The most realistic source of self confidence is to go through situations that brings out the best out of you, rather than the worst. This can only be determined by you through your intention to hold on to your truth.
When you can allow yourself to fail through learning from mistakes, you can allow yourself to truly win by intent.
As you begin to internalize reality in a way that gives you the opportunity and the ability to transcend your previous limitations, you will realize that consciousness is the key to moving beyond apparent barriers or perceived obstacles.
When the world seems to be so full of confusion about what is, you should only be seeking clarity from within yourself. To approach confusion with a sense of curiosity, rather than discovery, since reality itself appears to be very fluid when observed with an open mind.
Stay solid in your intention; double down on your intention for continuing to take the breaths of life. Keep your heart open; do not let the unconscious distract you from your intention nor the illusion from the truth of who you are. To look beyond the differences in order to see the singular similarity is the way of ascension. Regardless of appearances, live directly from the heart.
The days of my confusions seems almost like a lifetime away. The only issue is patience, since it takes a certain knowing to resist indefinitely. Resisting the idea of being led by the ego/mind/programming. The most important part of knowing yourself is actually knowing what you are not. I am not my ego. This helps with allowing my ego to be what it is, while my soul remains undisputedly in charge of my ascension. By knowing this consciously, I can relax more. This is the very essence of soul living.
As long as there’s an intention to ascend; you will surely ascend. But you must follow your intention all the way. Even when there’s nothing to show yet for it; you must know it. Even when there’s no physical evidence. Even when there’s no encouragement or approval from your fellow men. You must simply hold on to your intention till the very realization becomes unmistakable.
‘All the other irrelevant ideas that can distract, distort or destroy my intention to be a certain way are ignored by my unshakable focus of transcendency.’
This is how you must relate with existence.
May the joy of knowing yourself be with you always.